it hurts a lot… i wish that time passes quickly… being in love is hurting me a lot… tears are coming out non-stop. i miss him. I SHOULD STOP!
because in the past, i was feeling like this too…
what if this time, i will lose the one i like?
i’m scared to feel it again…
i should not feel things like this…
i should just be normal…
i can’t fall in love..
i cannot!
it will hurt myself more…
it’s like seeing me in the past…
i should stop feeling like this…
i start to miss someone badly…
i hate this!
it makes me feel to work damn hard and work a lot…
i will do anything…. everything…
i just don’t feel to take a rest…
i want to make myself badly tired…
i hate crying…
i hate this feelings…
i feel miserable…
it hurts…
when i miss someone… it’s like having heart burnt…
OH ALLAH, IF HE’S NOT MY FUTURE HUSBAND…
PLEASE TAKE THIS FEELINGS AWAY FROM ME…
IT HURTS TO LIKE SOMEONE…
YANA IS SILLY! ![]()
good night!

EVEN IT HURTS! LOVE MAKES ME CLOSE TO ALLAH...BECAUSE ONLY ALLAH CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL. ASTAGHFIRULLAHAL AZIM....
be strong kak yana! i know you’re tough! <3
THANKS TIKA!!! I WANNA BE STRONG! MAYBE, IT’S TIME FOR ME TO CHANGE FEW THINGS ABOUT ME AND BECOME MATURED IN FACING THIS KIND OF WEIRD FEELINGS THAT I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. BUT, PEOPLE USED TO SAY, “IT’S LOVE YANA”