IT HURTS

it hurts a lot… i wish that time passes quickly… being in love is hurting me a lot… tears are coming out non-stop. i miss him. I SHOULD STOP!

because in the past, i was feeling like this too…
what if this time, i will lose the one i like?
i’m scared to feel it again…
i should not feel things like this…
i should just be normal…
i can’t fall in love..
i cannot!
it will hurt myself more…

it’s like seeing me in the past…
i should stop feeling like this…
i start to miss someone badly…
i hate this!
it makes me feel to work damn hard and work a lot…
i will do anything…. everything…
i just don’t feel to take a rest…
i want to make myself badly tired…
i hate crying…
i hate this feelings…
i feel miserable…

it hurts…
when i miss someone… it’s like having heart burnt…
OH ALLAH, IF HE’S NOT MY FUTURE HUSBAND…
PLEASE TAKE THIS FEELINGS AWAY FROM ME…
IT HURTS TO LIKE SOMEONE…

YANA IS SILLY! ;-)
good night!

EVEN IT HURTS! LOVE MAKES ME CLOSE TO ALLAH...BECAUSE ONLY ALLAH CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I FEEL. ASTAGHFIRULLAHAL AZIM....

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2 comments to IT HURTS

  1. nurulatika says:

    be strong kak yana! i know you’re tough! <3

  2. extraordinarydesign says:

    THANKS TIKA!!! I WANNA BE STRONG! MAYBE, IT’S TIME FOR ME TO CHANGE FEW THINGS ABOUT ME AND BECOME MATURED IN FACING THIS KIND OF WEIRD FEELINGS THAT I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. BUT, PEOPLE USED TO SAY, “IT’S LOVE YANA” :-D

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